(honestly, she isn't sure whose at fault at this point. mizuki for meddling in? venti for showering her with so much affection to make her assume he wanted their friendship to have some intimacy? or maybe it's her fault for opening up to him in the first place when it's suppose to be just her and silco?
or is it possible all three of them played a part of each little fault and it just collided into one big shit show? either way, did it matter? this whole craziness needs to end.)
... It's whatever. I just wanna be happy again. I was fine before all of this. — And the only answer I can come up with to get back to that is to cut him outta of my life. Sucks I can't abandon ship, though.
(a beat.)
But you know him, he'll come buzzin' around my head eventually since I was his — (sarcastically, she lifts up her index to do a circular motion. indicate a fake "woohoo".) — "first friend ever on the ship". So. Can't really control him comin' around. But just know it's not me when that happens.
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(honestly, she isn't sure whose at fault at this point. mizuki for meddling in? venti for showering her with so much affection to make her assume he wanted their friendship to have some intimacy? or maybe it's her fault for opening up to him in the first place when it's suppose to be just her and silco?
or is it possible all three of them played a part of each little fault and it just collided into one big shit show? either way, did it matter? this whole craziness needs to end.)
... It's whatever. I just wanna be happy again. I was fine before all of this. — And the only answer I can come up with to get back to that is to cut him outta of my life. Sucks I can't abandon ship, though.
(a beat.)
But you know him, he'll come buzzin' around my head eventually since I was his — (sarcastically, she lifts up her index to do a circular motion. indicate a fake "woohoo".) — "first friend ever on the ship". So. Can't really control him comin' around. But just know it's not me when that happens.