[ The soft clutch to his clothes makes him sigh, and he can feel the slight bristling. He shifts an arm to wrap it around Mizuki, tuck him in against him.
And pauses to his words, thinking that over.
Did he? Cacao is well aware of the line they drew between each other. Is well aware of his alternate selfs desires and the memories that he kept. And yet chose to step over the line, chose to push into Affogato's life again, dig his fingers into his desires and pull them up taut.
He sighs and rests his forehead on Mizuki's. But did he do something? He's only ever going to be truthful with Mizuki. ]
I truly do not know. On the beach as we watched over the eggs, I gained the memories of another version of myself. One where we had shared love together. I learned what it was like to have him, and upon returning to myself the memories lingered. I avoided him for as long as I could until he invited me to the Sunrise Ceremony, to sort my thoughts and feelings back out. It is something we do in our home for the New Years.
[ He moves his hands to find Mizuki's tendrils, taking hold of them so they curl around them. ]
He approached me at the end, said he desired me and has for some time and that's when I kissed him. But I don't know if I truly desire him in return or love him, or am simply swept up in the idea of it.
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And pauses to his words, thinking that over.
Did he? Cacao is well aware of the line they drew between each other. Is well aware of his alternate selfs desires and the memories that he kept. And yet chose to step over the line, chose to push into Affogato's life again, dig his fingers into his desires and pull them up taut.
He sighs and rests his forehead on Mizuki's. But did he do something? He's only ever going to be truthful with Mizuki. ]
I truly do not know. On the beach as we watched over the eggs, I gained the memories of another version of myself. One where we had shared love together. I learned what it was like to have him, and upon returning to myself the memories lingered. I avoided him for as long as I could until he invited me to the Sunrise Ceremony, to sort my thoughts and feelings back out. It is something we do in our home for the New Years.
[ He moves his hands to find Mizuki's tendrils, taking hold of them so they curl around them. ]
He approached me at the end, said he desired me and has for some time and that's when I kissed him. But I don't know if I truly desire him in return or love him, or am simply swept up in the idea of it.