I just... from the things you've told me... even if it was for a greater reason, he still hurt you, right? More than that, you hurt the people he cared about, too, right? [ Maybe not physically (or, from Mizuki's perspective), but still... ] I'm just worried about how he'll treat you.
... [ He curls a bit and presses his head into Affogato's chest instead. ]
And... I would be lying if I said I wasn't also insanely jealous about the thought of you both being together. It's not a competition and I know you love me and you've done so much to prove that, but there's still this voice in the back of my head that says you both have more history and what if you realize I'm not good enough or what if I'm not giving you enough love and aren't you supposed to be mine and...
I know I said I'd work on it, but it's still so hard to silence those thoughts.
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... [ He curls a bit and presses his head into Affogato's chest instead. ]
And... I would be lying if I said I wasn't also insanely jealous about the thought of you both being together. It's not a competition and I know you love me and you've done so much to prove that, but there's still this voice in the back of my head that says you both have more history and what if you realize I'm not good enough or what if I'm not giving you enough love and aren't you supposed to be mine and...
I know I said I'd work on it, but it's still so hard to silence those thoughts.